PreK Here We Come...

I got the call on Wednesday afternoon that Griffin could go to PreK at PC.  They would like him to go due to needing a little more socialization even though he goes to daycare.  He is very attached to me and his brother and daddy at times.  I was thrilled because that meant he could get on the bus at home and then just go to the same school as Gavin.  No, not so much, he would go to Gavin's school but only to be transferred to another school the next town over.  It is five to 10 miles away but I was really really upset by it.  Griffin has been telling me since we have talked to Gavin about going to school how he wants to go to school.  Then when I talked to him last night about going to school, he didn't even want to talk about it.  He didn't want to go.  Griffin would get on the bus at our home then go to Gavin's school then get on another bus to go to PreK switching buses with help.  I have heard that they have an awesome PreK teacher but I just wasn't thrilled about the switching of buses and having to travel over there. I have to admit I actually was a basket case.  I was up in the middle of the night crying about it for an hour plus and then most all of the morning I was crying about it.  I called my dad bawling too, I was just a mess.  Although Griffin told me this morning he wanted to go to school.  So off Kerry and him went to meet the teacher today and the school.  He was excited and talked all about it when I picked him up.  Then Gavin was upset because Griffin wasn't going to "his" school.  I feel a little bit better about it now.  It is hard to think that my youngest as of right now is getting ready to go to PreK but I do think it will be good for him.  I want to do what is best for my boys and I think this is best even though I have a hard time letting go.